Day Five:Six things you wish you could change or wish you have never done.

I think this one is not really for me as I try not to regret anything, because it has made me who am and lead me to where I am today. But Ill try.

1. Letting myself gain weight.

2. Having kids when we did. Dont get me wrong. But if I could've waited for a few more years and still had the same two wonderful kids that I do now, I would've. Life just gets very serious when you have children, especially when there are things wrong with them.

3. I wish Cam never totaled our van.

4. That Carter was a normal functioning child.

5. I was rich. lol

6.  If I could change it, I wouldn't be in debt anymore.

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